Ups and downs, as always. But strangely, I feel that we got to a point where we were squarely sitting on solid ground. I truly feel that because many of our fights over the past few things have been about very similar things, that we might get to a point of being okay again.
What he wants from me is respect. And I get that... I do. And I know that in the past few weeks, I haven't been giving him the respect he deserves. From hanging out with guys solo to being shady about late nights to showing up wasted to not paying attention to him when we're together, he's right. I have not... been... respecting him.
And what I need from him? I suppose this was the sadder of the two. Revealing to him that no wonder I feel like he's going to leave me, because I don't even get the sense that he likes me? That was a tough one to hash out. Saying to Sean "You act like you don't even enjoy spending time with me"? Well, I think he heard it, realllllly loud and clear.
I love him completely. Totally. 100%. And I think we both got it, and know what we need to work on. I'm excited for the next chapter.
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